How are you?!
SHIT!
It's been 6 months,
Bills have been piling up,
Tuition is on the rise,
Can barely pay rent,
Can't pay for car due to gas,
Friend in hospital,
Gained five pounds,
Cat got lost,
Few relatives are bickering,
PC had a virus,
High School reunion was embarrassing,
Jimmy had the flu,
Burnt last nights dinner!
Eh, pretty good, you?
And it repeats.
A fist to face
a paw to chest
another victim laid to rest
Inhuman screams to ear piercing shrieks
blood, sweat, and smiles land on her cheeks
Her lust,
the instincts fulfilled again
Her teeth grow a much thicker skin
The moment can't be savored;
she is doing herself a favor
The beast in her must stay on the move
Yet to her pack she's got nothing to prove
It's something she must do for herself
to finally place a book up on the shelf
Tripped.
Fell.
Accident.
Despair on deaf ear,
deaf like the night before.
Joy.
Fun.
Laughter.
Blood merges with a tear
creating the paint for the face.
Save.
Death.
Ruins.
Process of elimination,
one proper choice.
Sunsets on the faces
revealing false traces
giving the paces
all about the races
Several of cases
without basis
enough to causes stasis
reoccurring phases
abounding places
No matter the ages
the struggle rages
discernment gazes
discernment hazes
This town, ridiculously unrewarding
perpetually abhorring
giving reasons to go exploring
for a place that is any where but here
But here is still where home is near
having to persevere
and get out of this home
a home that we call home just not to feel alone
this dank diminutive town is where we are grown
searching for more of what the rest of this world has to offer
this world that we all dream to conquer
just so when we do we can refer
to this place we resent, wishing to tear down and start a new
making good of the few remaining, the few
give this town our adieu
Hope to finally put this place on the map
So we can be proud if
The feel of the heat, the acrid smell
of flesh burning in their living hell
Bombs busting, no trusting
these men of steel rusting
No where to hide, enemies from all sides
Still defending America with Pride
Either way they come back
with a smile on their face or in a body bag
Politicians scolding, public revolting
reasons we began and are still in the war repulsing
They're still fighting while the administration is lying
They're still writing while protesters keep trying
The odds they are defying while America tries denying
They're still dying while we keep crying
The pain that we have for our troops away
Wanting them home every
I haste my way to you
you take your time
If I Am ever desired
if I ever long help
I stand by your side
you stay distant
When times are gloom
when skies are falling
I lend a helping hand
you extend no reach
If you ever are bitter
if I am ever morose
I conceal you from the world
you leave me in the open
Whenever you are harmed
whenever I am overwhelmed
I let you recover
you deepen my wounds
If your distress is to great
if I am ever in trauma
I cry your tears
you watch with no remorse
When it aches
when you are needed most
Yet I stand for you
You let me fall in vain
I don't know if I everlast
I can't see into my upcoming
Will this Pain end?
I can never erase my past
I don't Know when my life will begin summing
Will Anything Go right?
I don't what my future will cast
I don't know how suicide can be so cunning
Will anything differ?
I don't know what will last
I can't understand how life is so shunning
I feel like I float, half mast
I can't see how life is so stunning
Will life ever be prosper?
The thoughts that run
I think it's true
I sacrifice time
To be falsified
Scared and Indiginant
I find things to be not so clear
The most opaque things can mirage
What seems so obvious can be changed
Leaving the feeling disdain, heart hurt in the obviousness.
A Place Where Anything Is Possible
An Ease Of Rest Or Struggle With Sleep
The Deepest Of Wishes Become Reality
Great Wonders Can Be Created
Stray Minds Lead To Bizarre Outcome
Every Pattern Unique In Many Ways
Feelings Of Pain Pleasure Love Hate Conform
Endless Coincidences Can Become True
But One Thing Always Remains Constant
A Dream Is Always A Dream
In The End You Need Woke Up
I Feel You In My Heart
Your Presence Follows My Every Move
I Don't Know When To Start
Crying, Laughing, Remembering What Do I do?
You Always Be There In Desperate Times
You Shine To Me From Above
Your My Sun That Shines
Your The Flight Of A Dove
I Long To Be With You
I Want To Erase The Past
My Love Is True
Why Couldn't You Last?
You See My Life From The Heavens
I Look To You and Pray
Your Name Lingers, Kenneth Hanson
Dad, I wish To Be With You Someday
--In Memoriam Of My Father
Eyes Gaze
Heart Pounds
Nerves Pulse
Hands Shake
Breathes Hasten
Mouth Moistens
Cheeks Blush
Palms Sweat
Foot Taps
Stomach Knots
Thought Wander
Hair Raises
Angels Sing
Words Stumble
All In Your Presence
The Fall Taken From A Bridge
To Solve All Problems
The Gun Wound Un-Healable
To Solve All Problems
The Rope To Suffocate
To Solve All Problems
The Knife To Cut Wrists Of Suffering
To Solve All Problems
The Pills To Induce Eternal Slumber
To Solve All Problems
The Gasses To Choke Life's Existence
To Solve All Problems
The Match To Burn The Soul
To Solve All Problems
The Weight To Hit The Accelerator
To Solve All Problems
The Reasons Of Suicide
To Solve All Problems
The Ignorance Of Man
The Cause Of Problems
The Tears At The Funeral
To Mourn The Life Dispirited
So Subtle; Quiet It Brings Me Bliss
Soothing At Every Fall Something So High Never Felt So Low Yet Marvelous At The Same Time
Many Detest This That I Love and Shield It From Themselves As It Showers On My Smiling Face
Relaxing Vibrations Ever So Often Turning Violent
Settled Blended With Wild Excitement That Can Follow
The Intense Light Observed; Senses Jolt Heart Pumping of Adrenaline and Joy
Chills Hasten Downward Creating Canyons
Attractively Sweet Hitting Nerves; All Are Tempted
Something Small, but Grand In Numbers, So Powerful Yet Grand and Admirable
Why am I always the one
that is always watched over, looked upon
Are you blind, can you see
the problem was never me
Why must you treat me these ways
like I am some kind of disgrace
why can't you see
what will make you believe?
(chorus)
I am not the one that causes harm
I am not the one to distrust
I am not the one to push around
I am not the one ... not the one
All my words you toss aside
All your rules I abide
From you I take critisism
You always think I believe satanism
I am not evil to anyone
from society I am shunned
You never take time to understand me
what will make you believe?
(chorus)
I am not the one that is l
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Yeah, finally. I'm going around and adding everyone who added me to their friendlist to mine ^_^ And look at how many more people are watching me now! Being friendly gets you places.
YOU'VE BEEN HIT IN THE FACE WITH A GUMMY BEAR!!!
And you have been given a bag of gummy bears to throw back!
So throw them at the next innocent person that standing near you!
RULES!!!
1-You must throw gummy bears at at least '6' people!
Your ammunition!
2-You can't throw a gummy bear at the person who threw one at you.
3-Unfortunately, you can't eat them.
4-Start spreading the gummy bear throwing love around DA